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my life is filled with love
my circumstances makes me matured
my family makes me strong
my friends make me learn

confession from public nuisance.
i created my own path according to my wish
i make a shit of life according to my emotions
i pick myself up according to my strength
i matured according to my experiences
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Monday, June 18, 2012
Love love the bedroom! 6:51 PM


Masyallah.  Even your bedroom can serve as reminder of you towards HIM.
I wish that my soon to be  hubby would be so okie with this setting. I would love it so much that i think i woulnt be out of my bedroom most of the time... hehehe.....


Two more weeks and my journey in hijab will start... InsyaAllah, i would able to do this and soon enough and be comfortable in this new lifestyle. Cause Allah has help me alot and therefore i feel obligated to follow HIS command. And truthfully, i am shy and segan. To ask so much from Him but never follow HIS way.  And therefore, as i have promised myself, i would embark and be sincere in doing this.




Reading the Quran every week has help me to be more self confidence in myself and has help me to keep track of my emotions. Maybe i have my cranky moments but i have manage to keep it at bay. I smile more often nowadays. And even seeing the sky, makes me bersyukur alot. As i know i am still alive to make the best of things and my life.


The Surah that makes me teared, make me cru for help, make me realise that i need HIM. Here the meaning and it is actually from surah Al-Ikhlas.

In the name of God, Most Gracious, Most Merciful



Say: He is Allah, the One and Only!

Allah, the Eternal, Absolute;

He begetteth not nor is He begotten.

And there is none like unto Him.


I read this surah and Al-fatehah when i was going through anxiety. When i see there was no hope. When i see that noone seemed to udnerstand. With these surah, it brought me back to the journey of recovery.

 I enjoy being a muslim so much. I enjoy being kind, compassionate, humble. And the most important character that i have develop myself is to have faith, sincere and patience. I still have alot to improve on but i know that i would definately achieved it as i wanna be the best for Allah. I wanna be the best in my own way in becoming an Islam ambassador. Big dreams but inysaAllah, it will happen. Even of its not to the society, but atleast to my family.







For HIM i returned to. For Him i seek the blessing and help.
Ya Allah, give me yr rahmat. Give me your love.
Guide me. dont let me live in regret.
Amin.